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can't smell the roses over bullshit

by gerf

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1.
i don't mind wasting all my time lost in daydream can you hear me? high tides, wash me away still waters, so degrading i crave the crashing waves still here and I'm still waiting will they listen or watch from a distance as i scream can you hear me? high tides, wash me away still waters, so degrading i crave the crashing waves still here and I'm still waiting high tides, wash me away still waters, so degrading i crave the crashing waves still here and I'm still waiting
2.
one day 02:41
he tries to find a way to kill the time as she waits all day for something good to say he looks into her eyes and whispers his melody in hopes that she could harmonize if only she could find the words to sing maybe one day we'll get away maybe one day we'll be ok they wonder why it seems so hard sometimes to make it through life is it really worth all the strife? she just hopes he knows she'll never let him go but all on his mind "you should've left me behind" but the days go by so slow without you time's just a joke life plays on us i aint laughing no i don't know how to take it and wait it out but maybe one day we'll get away maybe one day we'll be ok maybe one day we'll get away no more hiding, we'll be ok only today is in our way hold on, we gone we'll be ok
3.
hey in my small pond the water's fine where i know I'm its and it knows it's mine so many fish in that big blue sea but in my small pond, aint none as big as me oh i know i won't go anywhere today but i won't stop til I'm cold and gray big fish in a small pond that's all i'll ever be oh well, i know there's nothing else for me hey no room to breathe on this speck of dust so watered down we can't keep our heads above so i'll just sit here sinking in my pond cuz this here puddle well it's all I've got (RemzSin) standing by the edge but I know I'll never fall cause the other side holds me even when i hit a wall drags me down the deep end yet gives me air to breathe even when i was little, i was dreaming to achieve the dreams always flowed through me never taken from behind the curtain but maybe the oz can show me a road a little more pristine one that decides to hold me not to comfort me after it hurts me i was 9 years old when i found out that yellow's not a color i see but then i remember even the brightest lights can't see the way they shine through the dark even in the smallest of ponds the smallest of ponds the smallest of ponds oh i know i won't go anywhere today but i won't stop til I'm cold and gray big fish in a small pond that's all i'll ever be oh well, i know there's nothing else for me
4.
quitter 03:17
now are you listening? you're just a kid you've never had much but your resentment for the world for its insignificance oh why are you so bitter? oh did you ever consider? indignant at the existence with which you've been inflicted you can only hope that it gets better oh I know you know you don't know shit but sometimes I find the answers to your questions aren't worth it and you're so terrified of being yet another waste of time it dominates your mind "oh can this really be all there is to life?" but all you've ever done is bitch and moan it's not pretty, little kiddie but self pity's all you've ever known despite all your efforts, all your questions go unanswered your aspirations all turn sour to frustrations of a coward but suffice to say you don't have a say in who you'll be on any given day but you don't have to stay who the fuck do you think you are? we're all equally as trivial in the eyes of the stars hey little kid now are you listening? you'll never be anything but one in seven billion. quitter
5.
interlude 01:31
6.
oh no 02:35
no don't go below swallowed oh no so follow tiptoe don't show oh no oh so low i know but don't go oh no
7.
shelf life 02:39
everything you haven't said can't get it out of my head what is there to say? lost for words as you fade away now i come to find everything that you hide after all this time we forgot the reasons why i don't know where we went wrong tried so hard for so long can't stop thinking together, we're sinking shelf life shelf life shelf life shelf life
8.
tuesday morning comes and goes as matter eludes my scattered prose nobody seems to know the agony tuesday mornings impose with a battered pen and baby blue nose i set aside daily life and set forth to compose but the ink starts to slow my verse goes stale all the words i have wrote i now hold in contempt and silence ensues i can only hope wednesday morning comes soon
9.
window 03:19
every day feels like another waste a glance at a chance as it just fades away just another reason not to stay oh what a shame but i know who's to blame watch the seasons change while i stay the same rain or shine holds me in such disdain watch the people they're just passing by i don't know why every word feels like a lie all i'll ever be is a parody of me and i don't know what to do or where to go I'm watching life go by from behind my eyes the whole world goes on while i look through my window
10.
oh darling 01:35
only time will tell oh darling could you ever understand? when the pen strays away from my hand it's only a matter of time oh darling but I'm trapped in a cage barred behind the lines on the page I know it's all in my mind I'm so sorry for all the times you've called my name but only to find I can't hear over my cries after all this time I'm still confined to begging the page for a few good lines I know there's no end in sight oh darling you know I'd give you everything but all I've got is hopes and dreams and I hope maybe one day you'll see this is me.

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released September 29, 2017

written and recorded by gerf
artwork by Vida Fye
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